My Lala Land,

danke ♥

2010-12-20T16:45:00.000-08:00

Thanks to George, Moji, Mem, Brittney, and Rose for the wonderful videos, and thanks to Nii, Hacky, Jazzy, Veronica, Jolly, Chaky, Harmy, and all of you guys who sent me hb wishes . Tysvm you guys rock ♥

Stupid Youpoop search won't allow me to find the other viddies so it's missing now D:

I'll put the links insteadz .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpL3pMzmVHU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9srue8oOWE -rehab center lolomfg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3bWo2enMYGE

Also thanks to my RL friend; Devina, Michaela, Stephanie, and Tony for the presents, i really love it ♥

-click to zoom !

It's pixely, so i made it small here ;o

Oh and thanks for my mom and my brother too <33 The cake is lahv, even though it's already gone when i ought to take a picture .

Thanks for everything 8D I couldn't stress that enough .

I'm getting ooldduurr .

Hurrdurr;

2010-12-20T15:46:00.000-08:00

Guess what Brittney found :

AN ESKIMO DOGGEH .

Few months ago, we talked about her pets which happened to be dogs . She loves big dogs . Manly <3
I told her i love Eskimo doggies, but it's pretty rare here to be found and if i do found it, i wouldn't be so sure if i can get it inside the house without my mom being all stereotype .
And so after, about 2 or 3 days, i saw a new forum topic on the Nostalgic Dreams Studio's board and i found that cutey above posted as a picture . Love it to death .
She had to go to where all the stray dogs were to find him, and that's why the kennel looks so depressing lol .
Said if he's still available there now, it'd be on $20, which will be around Rp180rb here . Affordable at the very least . Brittney even chanced to name him Percey too, cuz he kept looking at her and her friend when they were both talking about the movie Percy Jackson .

Love at first sight ~<3 I really lovee hiiimmm && i wanna take him home so baaaad . His fur looks ahsumm .
But yeah if only my mom loves animals ;_;
*rolls away*

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Fuzzyaa

2010-12-20T15:19:00.000-08:00

..I'm bored .

IT HAZ BEEN LONG

2010-12-20T03:15:00.000-08:00

since the last day i posted and it's so neglected here i see so many dusts covering my older posts .
Poor squibies are deleted too ;( it's about time i replace them .

whtvr anyway i thought i should rant about something today .
Copied straight from my LJ . -yeah love me for making my way out of here ;p
ADD MEY ? 8D asdfghjkl bless you .

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December 20, 2010, 08:59

I didn't expect myself to be writing this after i thought i've rid all of the problems in my head :O
Turns out this one thing is still bothering me like shiz .

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This post is a vent . Straight down to your toes .
Don't bother reading it if you don't want to be bothered by it .

-xxxxx-

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Kay so, a cyber friend of mine has been acting really weird lately .
The first time we met, i thought she'd make a really good friend because we click together. We spent most of our time chatting with each other, and i really like her style . I see her as a big inspiration, she sees me as someone to take care of .

Months had passed now, and almost all of her impressions in me are fading .

She found new friends through me, since my other friends are seeing her comments in my comment box like almost all of the time they visit my page, and they started to talk to each other . She became happy, which makes me happy too, but soon after i began to feel really irritated .
She began to boast about her friends; making video dedications, vent videos that attract attentions, posts bulletins and messages that say 'i love my new friends', 'my friends are sexy' and all that shizznit . Sure she must be really happy knowing that she just got herself new friends . Or maybe even new, cooler friends . But does that really mean you can now dump everyone that's on your old friend list ?
One time i striked up a conversation with her again through comments, and through that i began to realize that she had changed .
The way she talks, the way she say about things ; everything, that i almost posted a comment in her page asking if this is really her or somebody else is on charge of her account . And this 'new her' is really disgusting the crap out of me .

She began to say bad things to me, she began to disagree with alot of things i do, she began to troll me around and criticize whatever i do .
Yeah i can still stand it if she disagrees with me alot since maybe she doesn't like my style and by her criticizing me perhaps that's just the way she shows that she cares about me and she wants me to be better at things . I can still accept all those, but as i let it that way, her comments start to form into something like a spear that stabs me inside repeatedly from time to time, and i couldn't stand it anymore i'd rather slash my chest and grab my heart out to show her how damaged it was right now because of that freaking weapon .

I double checked myself if i ever did something wrong to her or hurt her in some way, but i couldn't find any.
I never did bad things to her. Whenever she says something, i always agree to her . I follow her sayings, i listened to her vents through PMs and i replied as long-ass as i could just in hope that it could somehow relieve her from her fall and see her smiling again . But she didn't even reply that PM for weeks . I waited long enough until she sent me a PM saying that she swears she'll reply my PM asap, only to find out that she never did after that, and she never will .

She talks more to her /cooler/ friends than me .
Feels like dumped right through the sewer . And i just can't seem to stress this out enough .

I mean seriously, did i do something to hurt you ?
I'm not that bad of a person; i wouldn't throw you out of the bus just because you eat my portion of supper or throw your ass to sharks . I might do that now if i want to, but i'm not that treetrunking cruel . If you really dislike me that much because of a particular something of me that i don't know, then just damn say it right in front of my face; stop trolling me, your acts are all hurting me and i don't like it; EVEN A BIT ! >:(

...*rolls on the floor*

Moments after i began to dispose herself out of my life, she continues making short, stupid vent vids and dedication vids to her cooler friends which spams through my subscriptions list all the way down the page . Such attention seeker is honestly irritating me .
She kept editing her profile to which people will keep seeking her page and posts sick bulletins and shitty announcements that attract people to come, respond, and sympathize to her even more .
-Sorry to say such things, but this disappointment of mine has turned into something much more like a hatred . So is why the rude words . Call me a bitch .

She then removes my name from her featured friend and replace it with her new friends . Saying that as if i haven't been a good friend of her and everyone that has been removed from her featured friend box never really attempts to talk to her again .
If i have the urge to ask, i'd ask the latter right away 'who's the one that never really attempts to talk again now' ?

Seriously, her acts are pissing me off .
If it wasn't because of her, i won't even bother to write all these crap and just go ride my happy wagon to neverland instead of spamming my LJs with useless vents .

Yeah i might be overreacting right now or something - whatever negative things you say or think about me just now might be a fact, but if you see the real condition of this, i hope you'll understand .

I never want to talk to her again .
Tolerating her ignorance will only make me feel stupid . It's irony to even know i chanced to admire her before .

-xxxxx-

For you people out there, i hope you don't have the similar experience as mine cuz it's saddening, really .
And for you cute stalkers who just read this long post of mine,
what is wrong with you ? lol .

-xoxo .

sdkklmfgh ;;

2010-09-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

The title explains everything . kthxbaii *shot*

Nooo seriously . IMSODAMNBOREDHEREE o.o Idk what to doo . There's an exam tomorrow but i'm just too lazy to even touch the cover of the book . Editing video is much much better ; but why am i losing inspiration in times like this ???? It makes me feel extremely BOOOREEED . *screams*

Later this day, i'm having an argument with my friend in Youtube . She's an Indonesian too, which is pretty rare for me to find lurking in that site . At first i thought she's nice and kind and all .. I thought i can trust her as my best friend too .

But it turns out it was a big mistake for me to trust her . =.=

ehh anyways . Days in Senior-Hi has been good for me :3

Can't believe i'm joining a dance club though . It's going pretty good, even though i don't really enjoy it since its too tiring ~

We're using the song "3" by Britney Spears as our first try, and the "Single Lady" song for the second try .

There're lots of sets of movements; i couldn't remember all of them ;__;

By the way, check out my Youtube back up channel !

http://youtube.com/DazzlingPaw

I've been uploading several vids there, and it's going pretty good with subbers too . ( thanks again for 300+ subs ♥ )

Although i still think i need more practice at editing videos .. I somehow don't really like my latest videos . Dunno why .

Wish i could be so pro at editing ;__;

aaand i'm running out of topic .

My head feels like it was filled with stones today, so i couldn't think clearer .

Maybe i'll post something more useful at Wednesday . We'll be having another free days after then, so i'm thinking to post here more often :3

You spin my head < яιgнт яσυη∂ > Right Round ♫

2010-07-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

When you go down, when you go down down ♥
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Yeah i know, it's been a LONG time since i last posted here .. Guess i'm getting lazy . WAY too lazy :p
But hey, it's almost time to go back to school again ! 8D
Not sure if i'm happy or not, but it's pretty exciting to finally know that you're in 10th grade now . As they say, time flows fast without sound . One blink, i'm in 11th grade . Another blink and i'm already in college .
My new class is kinda lovely . I love it <3 People here are less louder and stereo-typed than the class next door . Although i kinda got rotten out too when i found out that my friend is in the other class ;__; gosh, and now it's only me and my other friend ~

This time, i get to see more new faces too . There are like, 4-5 ( or is it 6 ? haven't counted yet ) new students in my class . Not sure about the other class though .
It's a lot, compared to the last 3 years . I just know this is gonna be exciting :3
I rarely felt like this before though .
I usually felt rather uncomfortable when i'm in a new class, since all of my friends are either in the other class or moved to another school ( that's what happened to me when i'm in my 9th grade, and yeah that sucks ;__; )
I love this class .
Idk why, i just love it <3
Some of my other friends that are supposed to move seems to cancel their plan too, since i saw two of them still wandering around the school, wearing the senior's uniform :3 Glad to know you can still see your friends' faces around .
And about some other things !
I'm getting so damn addicted to Howl's Moving Castle lately <333 Fyi, this is an anime adaptation from a novel with the same title . Studio Ghibli's the producer - check it out . It ROCKS ♥ Because of this anime, i've died several times and went to the fangirls' heaven . I love it sooo bad . Especially this male character ;
HOWL .
Bold that name and mark it on your head . Don't forget to underline and put the italic on .
Yeah, he pumps me up :3 That guy in the left, carrying the girl. And you'll know what i mean when you've watched the anime, or at least reading the novel . Trust me . You SHOULD ♥
I won't spoil it for you . Cuz it would spoil the whole fun of it <3
For you who have watched this anime, i want to know your opinion for this >:]
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Random pics are always loved, no ?

.¸¸.•` Starry.☆.Sky `•.¸¸.

2010-07-08T04:37:00.000-07:00

"Here's your time, girls,"

"Go out there and confess your love !!"

♥♥♥

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Yuppers . It's time to explore this thing through :3

So .

This is a game . I mean, duh .

An otome game released by the HoneyBee company in 2009 . Yeah i know, i'm totally late at this :p
The game sets in a Japanese school, where you'll be playing as Tsukiko Yohisa, the new transfer student in Seigatsu Academy . Expect to meet LOTS of guys in the area, since the academy itself is a former all-boys school specializing in astronomy ♥
Believe me, this game is perfect . Gives you an instant ticket to fangirls heaven - A pearl in the mud . And a shiny one *w* You'll rarely, or even never, ever find this kind of game in your whole life .
This game is separated into four series, representing the four major seasons that are obviously well known : Spring, Summer, Autumn, and Winter .And what differs this game greatly from the other otome games, is that the boys you'll meet in this game .All have their characteristics and personalities based on the Western Zodiac constellations .Yep, i said that clear and good . Makes it automatically 12 guys in total, and as the game is divided into 4 series, each game holds 3 possible love interests in it .
Interesting ? Oh yeah, very :)
Yet sadly, this game is only available in Japanese .Yeah . That kanji words you often don't know about . When i first found out about that, i was all like, wtf, why don't they make it in another language ?! D: I bet lots of peoples want to play this game too, not just the Japanese . So why don't at least remake it in English version or something ? WHY ??
*pouts*
oh well . hell to go with it .I've heard that they're also planning to make an anime adaptation from it . So like it matters anymore . At least they'll put subtitles on it, cuz that's what they usually do in animes ♥ OR, at least that's what i thought .
Let's just jump to the plot of the story to get you fired up . <3The guys' appearances are all in order, so no more worrying about when you'll meet this and that .
In the first game, Starry☆Sky~in Spring~, not long after Tsukiko transferred to Seigatsu Academy, a half-French boy named Yoh Tomoe follows the suit to pursue her. This action stirs up emotions from Kanata and Suzuya, both of whom had long loved Tsukiko.

In the second game, Starry☆Sky~in Summer~, Tsukiko has joined the academy's archery club. As she practices for the summer competition, she also solves the problems between her teammates (Homare Kanakubo, Ryunosuke Miyaji, and Azusa Kinose) simultaneously.

In the third game, Starry☆Sky~in Autumn~, Tsukiko becomes involved with three teachers at her school, who are Iku Mizushima, Naoshi Haruki, and Kotarou Hoshizuki.

The last game, Starry☆Sky~in Winter~, details Tsukiko's involvement with the student council, which includes Tsubasa Amaha, Kazuki Shiranui, and Hayato Aozora.

And no, don't worry, i kinda got confused too when i first read this, since it's all new to my poor brain and are suddenly thrown out like a typhoon at you .

BUT

i'm here, mademoiselle
8D
Here's the list of the characters you'll meet in each game, re-sorted and simplified to help you get the big picture so you won't say a lot "huh"s and "what"s when you get the chance to play this game .

-beware of what you think as a spoiler, though . It wanders wherever it wants .

Starry☆Sky~in Spring~ Characters

☻ Yoh Tomoe :
A second year half-French student . Seems to be laid back and calm . Also heard that he doesn't get along well with Nanami :/ Represents the Capricorn .

☻ Kanata Nanami :
A second year brash student . Often gets into a fight protecting Tsukiko, and he suffers from a terminal illness that leaves him in a lethargic state . He represents the Pisces .

☻ Suzuya Tohzuki :
Also a second year . Is a calm and friendly guy . Appears that he can cook too, which is a high turn-on :) His sign is the Cancer .

Starry☆Sky~in Summer~ Characters

☻ Homare Kanakubo :
A third year student, and the captain of the archery club . Skilled in archery, obviously, and also open and very friendly :) He represents the bull - Taurus .

☻ Ryunosuke Miyaji :
A second year, skilled in archery as well . He's the sub captain for the archery club . Seems to be very serious and calm, but who knows what's inside the tough nut ? :3 Represents the Scorpio .

☻ Azusa Kinose :
This is a first year, and a newcomer in the archery club . Appears to be innocent, yet also kinda cocky and confident in himself . Often flirts with Tsukiko . Same sign as mine, Sagittarius .

Starry☆Sky~in Autumn~ Characters

☻ Iku Mizushima :
Currently works as the student's teacher . Heard that he has a wonderful voice, yet also a shadowy past . Gemini is his sign .

☻ Naoshi Haruki :
Tsukiko's homeroom teacher, and the advisor for the archery club as well . Well known for his energetic presence, yet sadly, has a sad past with him . He represents the Leo .

☻ Kotarou Hoshizuki :
A school nurse that had wanted to become a doctor, later known as the the chairman of the academy . He appears as a mysterious guy . And he's a Libra .

Starry☆Sky~in Winter~ Characters

☻ Tsubasa Amaha :
A first year student who works as an officer of the student council . Often lightens up the mood in the student council, and loves to invent things . An Aquarius .

☻ Kazuki Shiranui :
A third year student, he's also the student council's president . Calm and seems to have a cool approach :) He represents the Aries .

☻ Hayato Aozora :
A second year student, and this one's the vice president . Also calm, although it seems like everything could turn into a horror when he gets mad . He represents the Virgo .

So that pretty much sums up everything .

And i guess this post is getting WAY too long ..

whateva . This game ROCKS ♥

PREVIEW TIME .

2010-04-25T23:51:00.000-07:00

"Here's your time, girls,"

"Go out there and confess your love !!"

♥♥♥

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What's this ?

I'm positive that a lot of people already know about this .

But if you still don't know about it yet, then i'll just give you a couple of hints about what's going on so you can still get the big picture of what i'm going to talk about on my next post .

It will include ..

Game .

Guys .

Girl .

Simulation .

Seasons .

Love .

..and Signs .

So what did you get ?

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SO .

2010-04-17T16:22:00.000-07:00

I realized it's been quite a while since the last time i posted here . Uhh, the last post was like, 2 months ago ?
That's it . I'm starting to get lazy to update my own blog . D:
But whatever let's whisk that away, i can work on that . ( lol RIGHT )
So the first thing i gotta tell you is that I'm getting lazier each day . D:
Well you can realize that yourself without me having to say it anyway, since you can see when's my last entry posted and my little left-out pets up there on the right without me "feeding" it everyday ( read : every month )
So why's that, you're asking me ?
Nah, idk it myself .
See, it's just natural for us people to be lazy . ( Don't pout, i kno you're just as lazy as i do, lol )

And well, you know that i've been moving to video editings lately . The last program i used to edit things up is the Windows Movie Maker . But now that things have changed, i'm moving to Sony Vegas Pro ( Yay ! :D )
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So one day, i said to my brother that i want that program, i'd die for it, it's a more professional program than WMM and it's omg so cool, so perfect, so appealing, and whatsoever .
And to my surprise, he downloaded the program off the internet for me just about a week after ! :DD Ahh . It feels like a dream's just came true ( well it is ).
So well, it's like a program in which you can edit videos; well you know that, make it look better, add some effects and stuff like that . It's pretty similar to WMM, to that basic conception, but it's, uhh, how should i put it;
different in some way .
It's like comparing a small beat-up cushion to a big, black, new and luxurious sofa ( Well it's not that big of difference if you see it from a different perspective, since well, you use them both to sit on, and to relax or to rest your feet or something ) So you see, it's just a matter of quality and performance . But personally, i don't think that's a big deal for me to immediately move from WMM to Vegas either . I'm not telling that WMM sucks, no, in fact, the one who encouraged me to learn how to edit videos from the first place was WMM coz when the first time i saw this program in my brother's computer, it brings me the urge to try editing videos . And that may meant that WMM is my first program when it comes to video editings .
So why did i decided to move to Vegas anyway ? Some people from Youtube suggested me to go get some better chop than WMM, and some other people from the real world as well . And i guess it's not that bad to try some new things, especially when it's a good one, so ya, i moved, with the agreement from my brother as well . And after some while, i realized that with me trying this new thing, it proves that Sony Vegas is actually better at performance and quality . It provides better effects, and it lets us maintain the frame rate to make it HD/Hi-Definition or HQ . Tho the basic concept of it is the same as WMM ( that is, to edit videos ) but it provides better "skin" and quality .

....
..and soooo,
you may realize that i'm starting to talk nonsense that you may even don't understand .
But it's just the way i am; i talk about things that i love ( and possibly i hate ) even if people that listen to it didn't understand what it actually is . xD
And hey, what's up with me bringing these pictures around when i don't even talk about it ??
So yeah, you see, i love to bring pictures along whenever i post something here . It'll make the blog much prettier even tho i don't even talk about it on the post, lol .
And i usually post pictures that i'm currently in love with, such as Kingdom Hearts ( the second picture here, in which you can see two ppl sitting on some kinda weird tree staring at the ocean [ and fyi, that's Sora & Kairi, if you don't know about it, lol ] ) and that one picture up there showing a girl sitting on a bench with a moo-moo doll, that's from DOD, or as ppl say, Dream of Dolls, a product of dolls that i'm currently in love with ( isn't she pretty ? :DD )
=== Soooo that pretty much explains everything .
I get lazy at blogging, perhaps becoz i edit videos too much as well . --
But hey guess what, i'm now taking requests !! :DD Idk why i'm doing this, but it's just seems like i'm starting to get requests from people ( especially from Youtube ) even though i haven't post any statement that i accept video requests in any kind of way . --
So if you ever want to request a vid, you can count on me right away :DD *though i doubt that anyone will ever request anything to me, since i'm still an amateur at study* =.="
Or, you can also click here if you want to make sure if my editing ( amateur ) style fits your pre-request or not .

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So yeah . Have fun & eat a bun . C ya . :D

P.S - Did you realize that i used so many "so's" on today's post ? xD

A Story of a Glass Ball

2010-02-11T03:06:00.000-08:00

An old house, built up alongside a busy road. A girl stood in front of the house, playing all alone by herself.
One day, the girl's father decided to go abroad for a job. Before he went to the airport, the girl cried. She told her father that she didn't want him to go.
The father explained to her that he didn't have any other choice because it's his job. He promised her that he would be back as soon as his job's done. But the girl kept crying.
Then the father gave him a small made-from-glass ball.
He told the girl that the ball represents him. So that if she misses him, she could always reflects herself in the mirror-like ball, looking at her own face which shows a lot of similarities to her father's. And if she kept the ball good, her father promised her that he would be back faster.
The girl nodded and agreed while her father went to the plane.

3 weeks after her father's departure, an unknown boy came across the girl's house. The boy looked around, and found the girl's playing all alone by herself in the backyard. She was playing with her prized glass ball, and it felt a little lonely for the boy to see her like that.
And so the boy came up to her, and asked her if they could play together. The girl happily agreed; then they played together until afternoon, the boy said goodbye and went to his house. They became good friends since then. They share their childhood memories together, and they share secrets to each other.

Until one day, the girl's family moved to a new house in another town. The boy was very sad since the girl had never told him about this, and so is the girl. They've parted from each other now. Then on the following day, the boy looked around the girl's old house again. He was just arrived at the backyard when he suddenly found a glistening glass ball on top of a rock. He remembered that the girl once told him that this ball was her precious ball, given by her own father, who's currently working abroad. He couldn't bring it back to her since she had already moved to her new house. Then he decided to keep it by himself, until he meet the girl once again and give it back to her.

7 years had passed.

The girl was currently attending her high school studies when a new student suddenly came up to her. A boy around her age, holding a bag - and he seems to be in a hurry, asking the way which will lead him to the principal's office. The girl find the new boy a little familiar to her, then she decided to kept her eye on him since then. Same thing happened to the boy as well. Seems like they've known each other for a long time, and both of their name share the same similarities to their old childhood friend. And it's true; they're good friends since they were child.
The boy took the girl to a quiet place on top of a hill. He showed to her that she can see a beautiful scenery, then he pointed to another town far from there; It was the old town where they once lived.
An old house seemed bulging from one side of the road, its backyard can be seen clearly from the place they're currently standing on.
The boy told her that that's the place where he found the girl's glass ball when she moved here. The girl was sure surprised about this. On the day she arrived on her new house she was so scared and afraid of losing her prized glass ball. She was afraid that her father wouldn't be back if he knows that she lost the ball.
And now that the boy had moved here, together with her glass ball, she was so happy, and she promised not to let both of them to be left behind again.

They lived happily together with their family on the town. The girl asked the boy to keep a little secret - that he would not let her father know about the once-had-been-lost glass ball. And he promised her not to tell it to anybody since then. -

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It is a simple story . And i know it's not very entertaining since it's just a normal classic story which you could found easily from many source, only in a different phase of story.
But i like it, since it reflects my own childhood memories. :)

current mood : Bored .

2010-01-22T02:43:00.000-08:00

sh!t i's almost exam !! o.0

Man i just can't get enough time to prepare myself for the tryout examinations . I can't really concentrate to study; 'probly bcoz i'm too lazy to be diligent . And even more lazier when i realized there's too much homework to do . Well i can understand that the teachers want us to graduate with a good score... no one wants otherwise anyway .

But what's with the homework; it's a total truck !! ( Well, maybe not THAT lot.. but for me, it's more to it =.=")

Nuh . forget about homework . I'll do it later on at night . Oooorr on second thought, maybe tomorrow; i'll remember to copy my friends' , lol .

What am i doing right now, since i'm not doing any homework, or even studying for the exam ?

Yup, i do THIS . xD

Editing videos sure kills my boredom . And there we go; we got a new amv to upload to Youtube . Hyay ~

And it's already uploaded ! Check it on the link i posted above if you wish to see :D
I like how it turned out since i love both the video and the soundtrack i used . Its just reminds me how i loved Square Enix soooo much . Especially their series of Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy; i tell you, they ROCK . ^o^

Omygosh, it's Utada Hikaruu ! ( my cousin : no stupid, that's me . )

LMAO . xD